Let's face it, getting a BIG FAT NEGATIVE - sucks!!! REALLY sucks!!! It can tear down a wall of hope faster than a battering ram! Crush the seed of longing and make you feel like crawling into bed never to emerge again. Have faith my friend. It can seem like an eternity when you are waiting for the positive sign to materialize. If it doesn't, have your moment of grief, relish in it even. Then wipe the tears away and begin the cycle again. That's the beauty of it, there's always tomorrow.